HARI RAYA PART 1
Thursday, September 1, 2011 | 4:19 AM | 0 comments
ignore the fatty cheek of mine
how your holiday? and how your day of hari raya? you can through it? well i hope so.
so this is my DAY!
"its tuesday morning, its mean today is HARI RAYA!" i scream in my mind!
mama wake me up with angry face. arghh you see? how can i start my day with freshness, cheerful and hapiness of hari raya if someone ruined it. oh god i tell you, she annoyed and pissed me off. the reason she became a
he had girly sense. did i tell you that he have a lot of bottle of perfume? just forget his bizarre hobbies. its will destroy my mood. after bathing, i dressed my self to baju kurung, its pink baju kurung with grey strips. its beautiful.
mama chose that pink fabric since we planned to have pink for our family uniform for upcoming hari raya. without thinking about my family, i walked through the kitchen, i smelled something familiar through my nostril. yes its smelled rendang and also kuah kacang made by mama.that meal of malaysian traditional food is look sooo appetizing. I eat without thinking.
"adik, can you eat properly? you will chock by them" mama address me "adik" since i'm the cutest in this family *pouted haha
"okay" I answer gently with my mouth full with these tasty food.
"where kakak, dayah, and abang, adik? mama ask me. she wonder where are they.
"maybe still prepare to look perfect" actually i don't know. i'm not person who will taking care about people. but when i look in mama's eyes. say 'don't know' not the best answer. thats why i just lied to her.
"i forget to wake adief up, you eat first. and i will wake your brother and call the other" she rushing
"i need to get a quick bath, packing stuff and wake my husband up" she mumbling.
i giggled of her clumsiness.
"and now i eat alone" i can feel the silent.
a few minute later i heard people shouting and talking. i smiled. this is we called HARI RAYA
my sibling wore a same clothes. i giggled of their silliness. after we spend a time together maybe half a hours, mama appear with same baju kurung as us. my jaw dropped out when i saw her. haha i though she just lame-old-ladies that don't have any sense in fashion.
"PICTURE FAMILY TIME!" kakak shouted.
i put a light make up on my face. although i put heavy make up on my face. i still own my ugly face. so i decide to wear light make up. well you know if you wear heavy make up. you just can see
slut-face in the mirror trust me. after that, papa drove to film store to take family picture.
i need to say this. i-hate-taking-picture who the photographer is foreigner. its uncomfortable.
after that, we heading back and continue snap-ing picture in our living room
at home, all of us do our tradition session called " salam bersalaman, which younger people need to apologize with older people. i hate that session. its awkward between us and make me feel
embarrass. well people who apologize ain't cool dude! well first abang, second kakak and "OH MY GOD I WAS NEXT! i need to controlled myself and my face expression, i just need to calm." i scream in my mind.
i walk toward papa and kneeled in front of him and hold his palm.
"papa, selamat hari raya. and adik mintak maaf sebab banyak buat salah" i say laughed.
he touched my head and touched feeling appear in my head. i shook my head hope that feeling go away and NEVER COME BACK!
"papa sayang adik tau" he answer calmly and he hand me 50 bucks. MAN! just 50? anyway i appreciate it.
i can fell a million butterfly in my stomach. i giggled and embarrass.
and then i continued my session to mama where waiting for me, i walk to mama which sit beside papa. i kneeled in front of her and i hold her palm which was so warm.
"mama selamat hari raya, and adik minta maaf. mama ni kuat membebel la" i say simple.
mama just giggled and hug me. she hand me an envelope.
i feel my journey so freaking short. tick tock tick tock, i glared my wrist where my watch still there. i'm shock b'cause its already 12:00 afternoon.
"okay guys, packing your thing meanwhile you help with carry this luggage" mama shouted meanwhile pointed to abang.
abang nodded and help mama.
"kakak, take a cake from fridge!" yelled mama.
i wonder what that cake look alike. i sneaking inside in red box. its butterscotch with pecan cake. mama bought that cake yesterday at secret recipe without my knowing. if i know i will buy a lot of brownies since mama told me that she will make brownies for me. but she just lied. good-little-mommy.
august-line
dayah and adief's birthday.
"check your item, and make sure you bring it together! i don't want you ruin my hari raya just because of your tiny-little-things, you will regret!" mama yelled. its annoyed me.
i double check to make sure my purse, phone, earphone, charger, brush teeth, cleanser, make up, perfume, and wet tissue stick together with me. i exhaled my breath relieved cause all of my stuff already in my bag.
i get into car and listen to music which can make me feel peace. my car start.
arrived in papa's grave which nearby with nenek's house. not to nearby. maybe a few miles away.
we visit papa's grave and start berdoa, and give him Al-Fatihah which can comfort him.
we continued our journey to arrived at nenek's house. i shock and excited cause a lot of people beraya.
to be continued........
